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Honestly, I'd say there are a few things that mean more than others on the trip. The first is seeing the people's faces. The students on the trip who have never been there gaze out the windows of our bus seeing what they expected to see but yet something completely different. In just four days you become a completely different person. And the faces of the families we work for touches me at an even deeper level. How is it that these people are so happy? How is it that they have so much love and joy for us when we have so much and they have so little? When one photograph means as much to them as having a bed to sleep on or something to eat for lunch I can't help but wonder why I need so much in my life. So some people are reading this and wondering what I am talking about so I'll talk about it quickly and you can talk to me more if you have questions. This is my fifth year on this missions trip with my church-First Christian of Council Bluffs, IA. We get a group of people together and drive down to Mexico and work with AMOR ministries. We give our time and money and love to our project: building a house for a family in Mexico who can't afford one but really needs it. We demonstrate God's love and he dishes it right back to us. Every year is completely different and every year gets better by far. I can't say I know what I want to do with my life, but I'm hoping God's will asks me to devote it to this ministry. It is completely amazing and completely humbling and more than I could experince any place else. I cannot allow my life to remain unchanged for even one day after seeing the beautiful things these people offer us out of so little. I don't know what to expect when I rely on God, but he's always amazing me! As for the people here who see me day in and day out, they always ask me how my trip was and I rely on those simple words "Great or "good" to describe the indescribable. They ask me strange questions like, "Do the people there smell?" "What did you eat?" and the thing I realize is that I totally do not know and did not notice or cannot even remember. Of course the banos smell bad and of course my air mattress cannot compare to a bed and obviously I missed having a hot shower, but you hardly notice anything more. It's like bare hearts just walking around, bumping into each other and not saying anything but hearing the words "I love you". People ask me why I go all the time and what I get out of it and I really have no answer. Some may think I go because it "looks good" and surely the trips add to my list of good deeds, but it isn't that at all. It's just that this trips are not just something I do every year, not just a vacation I feel like I have to do for God, these trips are a part of me and without them I would be incomplete. Maybe this is the way you should feel when you're doing God's work, but it's definately changed my life and I can't begin to explain it in a single entry. If you truly want to know you're just going to have to keep asking or go for yourself. God Bless-- ![]() Photos |
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